SEX WITH MY BEST FRIEND'S FIANCÉ-Chapter 123

- HAZEL -

I’m clearing everything up. Carol left not long ago and it’s my duty to ensure the living room looks as though nobody ever came in. Although I’m well aware that if I leave it as it is, a maid will take care of it but I’d rather not do that. The guilt of my action will eat me up if I made someone’s life harder due to my laziness.

I don’t even know what’s creepier, the fact that I’ve never seen a servant since I stepped foot into this house or the fact that there are other people aside the two of us who creep within these walls that I am not aware of. I don’t even know the faces of anybody. Someone could murder me in my sleep and there would be no face to tag it on. I roll my eyes.

Yeah, like that’s ever going to happen. “Pfft.” I say out loud, stuffing nearly empty bowls in each other then placing them on a tray.

“Enjoy your day?” The sound of a masculine voice made me flinch and I quickly turn around. There’s obviously no other male present in this mansion other than him but how he snuck up on me without giving me the slightest clues till he spoke got me quivering with terror. I almost dropped the tray.

“Geez. Make your presence known next time, will ya?” I place a hand on my chest, my heart is beating hard, trying to calm down my nerves. “You almost gave me a heart attack, Killian.”

“My apologies. I’ll be sure to be more mindful.”

I hum a response, resuming what I was doing. He’s behind me and watching me closely, that much I can tell and my heart still pounds hard in my chest due to that. It never gets old. “Are you just gonna watch my ass or actually be handy?” I ask nicely with a raised brow. I don’t mean that, Killian shouldn’t be involved with this tidying process as he wasn’t involved in the messing up.

“Hm, let me give this a thought.” I hear his voice trail like he was actually considering my question. “I’ll pass, the view here is splendid. Marvellous even. Chef’s kiss.”

I roll my eyes. A chuckle leaves my lips and I bend lower. “Have at it, soldier.” I can’t believe I’m actually supporting this but I guess there’s no harm in that.

My eyes immediately lights up. I raise the tray and quickly turn to face him. “Stare at my ass and give me your exam questions!” I say.

Killian makes a face. He grumbles. “That sucks. I was really enjoying the view.”

My brows furrows. Did he just. . ., I gasp, No way, he freaking did not!

“Like they say, second time’s a charm.” Killian winks at me. His body gradually backs mine and I scream. He stops moving immediately then turns to the side to face me slightly.

“I am your girlfriend. I should have benefits.” I pout. No, I shouldn’t. Leaking exam papers is an offense but I’m not dumb enough to show them to anyone or even spill a word. It’ll be like it never happened.

The fact that I’m actually considering this has me in awe. Me, an all A student is asking for exam leaks? I guess people do change as life progresses.

Killian sighs. “Hazel, I love you but that’s a hard no.”

My face flattens. I could get naked in front of this guy or give him the best head in his life and he would still reject doing something illegal for me. I’m very sure that even with his dick deep down in my throat, he’d still tell me no. Even if I’m hopping on him, Killian would hold my hair in his fingers, lace kisses up my body and suck my tit just to bring his lips to my ears and whisper the words; no.

“You’re no fun.” I say.

“Consider yourself lucky I am in love with you. Or you’d be half way across the city without the title of ‘student’.”

My eyes widens for a split second. I blink. What was I even thinking when I asked for what I asked? The idea popped in my mind randomly and I blurted it out without giving it a thought. “I’m sorry.”

“Don’t beat yourself about it, kitten.” Killian turns completely and takes a step forward. Now he’s standing right in front of me. He traps my cheeks with one hand and leans his head lower. His thick long lashes are addicting and his eyes pierces deep into my soul. “I can do anything for you, but above all, I want to see you impress me. Show me how smart you are, my kitten.”

This makes my cheeks burn. I try to tilt my head to the side but his hand is like an unmovable rock suspended in the air. “Those words won’t dull the ache in my heart.” I mumble. I’m not saddened in any way that he’s not giving me his exam papers one bit, I would very much like to impress him but this conversation already tells me he wouldn’t score me based on his feelings but by my effort. I wouldn’t be getting any merits in my exams due to our affection.

Not to lie, as aggravating as that is, it is hot. Very hot.

“Earth to Hazel.” Killian’s deep voice makes every joint in my body shatter to pieces. I feel like jelly right now. His breath fans my face and the subtle sound of his breathing is music to my ears. “So Carol seemed interesting.”

“Wu shink?” I mumble. I actually said ‘you think?’ but my words are barely defined due to the fingers poking my cheeks.

“My opinion doesn’t matter.” Killian says. His eyes lowers and I trace it with mine. He’s staring at something on the lower part of my face. My lips. “You seemed happy around her.”

I nod slightly, barely due to his grip. I want to say something but it’ll come out as gibberish again so I don’t say a word. Maybe a smile would be on my face if my lips were pursed to look like a pressed donut.

“Good to know you’re not a loner anymore.” A grin forms on his face as he lets me go. I feel my face turn purple. He knew. Oh my God, he knew I didn’t have any friends! I can’t even begin to describe the embarrassment. How long has he known? Was it due to me being around him all the time or me always being alone? I can’t tell. Killian laughs. “I’ll be in the kitchen waiting for you. Let’s get these cleaned.” He grabs the tray from my hand and walks away. I just stare at the back of his head, waiting for earth to open up and swallow me.

Right now he’s my boyfriend so this shouldn’t be as embarrassing as it is. . . right? I run my fingers into my hair, scattering it. Damn. I can’t believe I was so lonely that it reflected in my attitude. I wonder who else knew.

I wonder if my roommates knew. A gasp slips out my mouth. Or if Carol knew! Maybe that’s why she invited me for that party when we newly met!

I can feel my face melting. What if everyone at the dorm knew? What if there was a ‘Lonely girl’ association held in my honour? The image popping in my head is terrifying.

Why am I so bothered by who knew?! This is all Killian’s fault.

“Hazel.” I hear my name trail from the kitchen.

“Coming.” I mutter under my breath, unsure of how to talk with this newfound knowledge. I take a deep breath and make my way to the kitchen.

Lonely girl does sound like a refined Gossip girl Dan Humphrey and since Dan pulled in Blair and Serena, I guess it’s not that bad. I’m going to use this as my mantra to hide most of the shame eating me up right now.