Secretary Gwanggong's Survival Diary-Chapter 47

"town...!"

He grabbed Yoon Tae-oh's wrists with both hands, who had covered his mouth. Even without that, his lungs were short of air due to the sudden situation, and when his mouth was also tightly shut, his breathing, which he had been inhaling and swallowing through his nose, quickly became rapid. However, his large hands did not easily fall away.

To make matters worse, his gaze made even this darkness useless. His pitch-black eyes poured straight down on me as if they were trying to pierce through me like a sharp light was pouring in. Even though I had come in prepared, my confidence faded when I actually faced Yoon Tae-oh.

Can I have sex with Yoon Tae-oh who has that kind of face?

His heart was beating abnormally as if it would burst at any moment. Thump, thump, thump. It was thumping as if it was going to tear open his chest and burst out, making his stuffy breathing even more uncomfortable. It didn’t feel like it was the effect of the pheromone regulator, but this room was probably already filled with Yoon Tae-oh’s wild pheromones.

"ha...."

After what felt like an eternity, the hand that had been covering my mouth fell away. But whether it was a breathing problem or not, my throbbing heartbeat did not improve at all.

He pulled his hand away, but he still sat on my chest. Then he came closer, placing his arms on the sides of my head. Now I could see his face completely, not just his eyes. His expression was stiff and it seemed like he was angry, but it also seemed like he wasn't.

One thing for sure, it was scary.

I felt like I was being thrown into a wild beast's trap. All I could do was bite my lower lip and chew it while enduring the annoying gaze.

After a long time, I remembered the purpose of coming here. I raised my two arms, which were not even strong enough, and put them around Yoon Tae-oh’s neck, who was looking down at me as if frozen. Then I pulled hard. It seemed impossible to do it with strength, but his head followed my hand more easily than I thought and settled on my neck.

“Huh...!”

Although it was my intention, the tension grew even more intense as hot breath poured onto my soft skin. Every time the breath from Yoon Tae-oh touched my neck, my loud heartbeat seemed to grow beyond its limit, and my mouth became dry. The unfamiliar warmth made me gain strength in the hand that was wrapping around the back of his head.

“Ah, ugh....”

It was a moment. Something soft, wet, and hot briefly touched my pubic hair and fell. In the still room, a small 'knock' sound was heard unusually loudly. I could tell without difficulty. Yoon Tae-oh had kissed my pubic hair. I realized that it was just the beginning and closed my eyes tightly.

I thought I had come in fully prepared for everything, but reality was not like that. I don’t know if it was fear or a sense of helplessness. I suppressed some unfamiliar emotion and hugged Yoon Tae-oh’s head even tighter. It was too late to turn back.

“Are you trying to blow my brains out, Secretary Kim?”

But in that moment, he was startled by a voice that started near his skull and pushed away the head he was holding.

“Representative, Representative...?”

... something was strange. That was all the thoughts I could think of with my frozen head.

“I think Secretary Kim’s current actions need to be explained.”

It was Yoon Tae-oh who was rational to the point of being excessive. His expression as he looked down at me from a close distance was not different from before, but his voice was his original. Very calm and low... filled with displeasure.

“Are you okay? Po, weren’t you going wild?”

“Why is Secretary Kim here? I thought she told me to wait at home.”

“What the hell is going on!”

“Are you really not going to listen to anything I say anymore?”

Ha. I'm going crazy. I have so many questions, but Yoon Tae-oh keeps asking questions instead of answers. I pushed his shoulder out of nervousness, but he didn't move. He was still looking down at me from a distance that seemed to be about two hands. I had no choice but to satisfy his curiosity first.

“No, that’s not it... I had no choice but to come here because the CEO couldn’t contact me... After all, I’m the executive secretary....”

“I guess the general secretary doesn’t have to listen to my orders.”

I don't know what happened, but even though my head was like a mess, I was able to figure out one thing. Yoon Tae-oh was so rational that he made me shut my mouth.

“That... will be punished separately later....”

“And you lie.”

Look at this. He sees through all my lies.

“Sir... please step aside a little... it’s uncomfortable.”

I'm embarrassed. Up until now, I thought Yoon Tae-oh was out of his mind, so this position and distance weren't that uncomfortable, but now that I'm lying on the bed with him and trying to ➤ NоvеⅠight ➤ (Read more on our source) talk to him at close range, I'm already drenched in sweat from the embarrassment. My bangs are sticking to my forehead.

“That sounds like a lie too.”

"...what...!"

“Let’s talk without letting go of each other.”

I wondered what he meant, then I realized that my two hands were holding Yoon Tae-oh’s sides, so I quickly took my hands off. At first, I tried to push him away, but somehow I ended up just holding on to them. Somehow... he seemed too stable. Only then did Yoon Tae-oh start to raise his body little by little... .

“Representative...! I was wrong, I was wrong...!”

We couldn't get any closer. He got up and wrapped one hand around the back of my neck, pulling me up. I tried to get closer while spitting out an apology in fear that I would get punched in the face, but he was still sitting on my thigh, and no matter how much I waved my hand, I couldn't get away from him.

“Explain it so I can fully understand.”

I stopped my movements that were like a seizure. No, I had to stop. The hand that was wrapping around the back of my neck was moving slowly and gently grabbing my chin and cheek. No matter how much I tried to swallow the saliva that was filling my mouth with my dry throat, there was no sign of the tension easing. It was a completely different reason for the tension than when I entered the villa.

“That’s it! I thought you were panicking because you couldn’t contact the CEO.”

We had to tell the story we had deduced from the outside, as quickly and accurately as possible before my jaw and cheeks got shattered.

“The beta I prepared ran away... no, contact was cut off....”

“We could have just sent in the security team to subdue him and then sent in the medical team.”

“...That couldn’t have happened.”

"why."

"then...."

“Stop beating around the bush and tell me straight up.”

“Because the representative might get hurt. It might leave a lasting trauma for the rest of his life....”

I told the whole story as it was. But Yoon Tae-oh kept his posture and was lost in thought. I couldn't tell just by looking at his face, but I guess it was because one of the fingers that was wrapped around my face was tapping my cheek.

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... Thank goodness. It seems like Yoon Tae-oh also thought that what I said wasn’t entirely wrong. Only after he answered did the growing tension ease.

“Then please let go of my hand....”

"however."

I grabbed Yoon Tae-oh's wrist and tried to pull his hand away from my face, but unlike my light grip, his thick wrist didn't move as if it was stuck.

“Why did Secretary Kim come in here?”

I looked at him while holding his wrist in response to the question that came up in a situation where I had been feeling relieved for a while.

"...yes?"

“I thought you were going to run wild. Then why did you come in here?”

I think I was relieved too early. When I realized that Yoon Tae-oh was in his right mind, the thing I had to worry about the most was this. I came in to calm down the excitement that started with his rut.

It was a reasonable choice. The only prepared Beta ran away. There was no reserve list, and you couldn't suddenly push anyone in. On top of that, if he had a panic attack that couldn't be controlled by tranquilizers, it might not be possible with just Beta. If he had any sense left, he would never accept it, but it's common sense that it's more effective in calming down the excitement of a relationship with an Omega.

And I am also the only omega around Yoon Tae-oh.

“I, I just wanted to check the status... But I thought it would be better if we were friends....”

“If you go wild, people won’t even recognize you.”

“...That’s true...but I can’t say for sure that it was a runaway...or it could have been a collapse...”

Now, I think it would be better if Yoon Tae-oh were in a state of reckless behavior. I don't know why he's so sane, but he was no different than usual, to the point where he could point out every contradiction in what I was saying.

“But why! You didn’t even contact me...? If you’re so fine, you should have contacted me!”

I couldn't come up with a proper response. So I got even angrier and forcibly pushed his hand away. I also pushed away his body that was pressing against my thigh.

“I have something to check.”

I should say that it was fortunate. The topic of conversation changed just as I had intended. With a short applause from Yoon Tae-oh, the yellow indirect light turned on, and the lighting in the room became a little brighter. Without giving a break, I continued speaking.

“Everyone was so worried outside...! Kang Hae-woon ran away, no... he disappeared, and there was so much chaos....”

“It didn’t run away.”

"...yes...?"

No matter how I look at it, Yoon Tae-oh's current state seems a little strange. Sitting on the edge of the bed, he looks extremely calm. He doesn't seem to be disturbed at all even though the only beta he wanted ran away. No, there was even a dangerous aura in his sharp eyes.

“You said you went to Russia?”

“Did you know...?”

“I called to tell you not to come.”

“That... why on earth?”

Yoon Tae-oh contacted me personally, huh? Why did he leave the beta that was prepared for only one person? I waited for Yoon Tae-oh to open his mouth to say something difficult to understand.

“There’s no need. I was a bit worried, but I think my thoughts were right.”

It seemed like the first time since he entered the villa. The corners of Yoon Tae-oh’s mouth went up. It was unusual for Yoon Tae-oh to see a smiling face. Not all smiles make people feel good. His smile right now was no different. It was a smile filled with something ominous.

His hand moved again after he finished speaking without giving a proper explanation. I pulled away from him and moved my body to the head of the bed. Even though I stretched out one leg, it was still far enough away that Yoon Tae-oh couldn’t reach it. I stretched out my leg to maintain a safe distance, but in an instant, my ankle was grabbed. And then my body started to run away.

“Wait, wait!”

No matter how much I waved my hands, there was no resistance. My body went where Yoon Tae-oh led me while my ankles were held, and Yoon Tae-oh pressed my shoulders with both hands as I lay back down on the bed. His body was located between my spread legs, not just my shoulders, so my movements were blocked.

“I listened to what you were saying. But just now, what were you trying to do by covering my head like this?”

He grabbed one of my arms and wrapped it around my neck. I quickly turned my head away, unable to even think about releasing the awkward posture because of the words coming out of his mouth. As the distance became closer again, it felt like Yoon Tae-oh and my breaths would mix.

“And then they also do this.”

Yoon Tae-oh’s face gradually came closer, then brushed past my cheek and dug into my pubic bone. For a moment, my breathing became unnatural because of his hot breath touching my soft skin.