POSSESSION: The Hidden Omega In All Alphas' Academy [BL]-Chapter 126: I Hate That...
Chapter 126: Chapter 126: I Hate That...
This time, the firmness in Kylian’s voice winced Zenith a little, as he could evidently sense that Kylian was determined to hear the truth out of him.
However, as he had already given his word to Marita, knowing that the truth would only lead to a severe blow to Kylian’s innocent heart, making him unable to stay sane anymore, out of guilt and remorse for being the reason for his beloved mother’s misery, he was bound to hide the truth from him.
Thus, curling his hand into a fist over the door, Zenith clenched his jaws before he answered in a husky voice, "Kylian...I am sorry I couldn’t reply to your text. I will apologize as many times as you want—"
"You know it well too that this isn’t the question I have asked you, Zenith." Overwhelmed with immense anxiety Kylian could feel his throat getting choked from nervousness. Despite feeling that, he squeezed those words out of his mouth while urging, "I have only asked you a simple question...where have you been all this time after disappearing all of a sudden?"
A brief anticipating silence fell between them, as Zenith was compelled to stay numb, with countless perturbed emotions rising inside his heart.
He slowly parted a step away from the door, and as if exactly catching onto his action, Kylian couldn’t suppress his vent from the other side, "Were you off to meet your beloved fuck buddies? Were there many people who have entertained you? Are you feeling shy to admit it before me now?"
"What?" Startled by his grunt, Zenith was baffled to learn Kylian was already aware of his past dark side of life which he had deliberately wanted to keep away from him, after making a fresh start to lead a wise life.
Zenith felt a bit irked inside while grumbling back at him, "Who told you about that pointless stuff?"
"Pointless stuff? Haha..." A disdainful chuckle escaped from Kylian while moving close to the door, he banged over it hard with his clenched fist, before howling aloud like a wounded beast.
"Maybe it was all pointless to you after all. Maybe you tend to get bored with someone quickly and get past the other one because you...find it pointless to be tied to someone for long... Isn’t it so, Master?"
Hearing his scowl made Zenith realize Kylian was well aware of his debauchery side and by avoiding him all this time, he had just poured gasoline over his fury. Standing still with a conflicted look on his face, Zenith only muttered aloud, "That is not the matter here. I...didn’t go off to someone like that—"
"Then where the fuck you have been all this time!? I am just asking you this simple question, so answer me!?"
"I...can’t..." Zenith’s low deep murmur paused Kylian’s loud vent on the other side as if he was too stunned by his answer.
Sensing the clear hint of conflict in his tone, Kylian curved a twisted smile when he could feel his eyes tearing up, "You can’t even tell me this one damn thing and yet...you came here hoping I would want to see you? Do you think of me as a fuckin’ joke?"
However, sensing his voice husky and shivering as if Kylian was hardly suppressing his tears inside, bearing a heaviness in his heart, Zenith didn’t intend to make him sadder now.
He gently caressed his hand on the door once, before Zenith spoke in a low murmur, "Let’s talk about it later. I am sorry...if I bothered you by coming here at this unexpected time, Kyle. I...I will take my leave now..."
"What?" Stunned by Zenith’s easy give up, Kylian banged on his door once more, while enduring a throbbing heartache flared inside him. Unable to see the face of that person he had yearned for all this time when he was just a door apart from him, his pride and heart indulged in a big conflict.
Kylian couldn’t stop his tears from shedding anymore, as he rumbled, "You’ve been always so persistent with me, even if I didn’t want to be. But now...you’re giving up that easily? Just because you can’t say where you have been...you’re turning away from me now!? You selfish fuckin’ jerk! I hate you! I just fuckin’ hate you so much!"
"I know that...and I am sorry for making you cry. I didn’t want to make you sad, Kyle... That’s why...I should leave..." Enduring a similar heartache rising inside him too, Zenith clenched his jowls while moving apart from the door. Before he was about to turn away, he spoke with a soft sad smile, "Don’t forget to take your medicines timely. I can still at least sense your pheromone from this other side of door."
"Fuck...Fuck you jerk..." Despite cussing at him, hearing his evident concern for him couldn’t hold back Kylian anymore, by making his pride surrender before his heart. He slammed the door open, with tears streaming down his eyes that caused a loud echo across the giant hallway.
Hearing the loud sound of his door, when Zenith turned behind as he had already started to march away, he could feel a strange solace filling up the void he was carrying in his heart until now, the moment he saw Kylian’s tearful face.
Kylian looked just as disheleved like him which provided him a bit of comfort, but before he could bring himself to speak, Kylian whimpered aloud while sobbing hard, "I FUCKIN’ HATE THAT YOU’RE MAKING ME CRY! I FUCKIN’ HATE THAT I COULDN’T BEAR THE THOUGHT TO LET YOU GO WITHOUT OPENING THE DOOR! I FUCKIN’ HATE THAT YOU MADE ME WORRY SO MUCH...AND NOW, YOU WON’T EVEN ADMIT THE TRUTH BEFORE ME! I FUCKIN’ HATE THAT YOU HAD MESSED UP MY MIND ALREADY...
"BUT...IF YOU WERE ABOUT TO GO WITHOUT SEEING ME, THEN WHY BOTHER COMING HERE ANYWAY? WHY ARE YOU TORMENTING ME LIKE THIS? WHAT DID I DO WRONG TO DESERVE IT, YOU FUCKIN’ JERK!?"
Kylian’s tearful grunt sounded like a soothing melody to his ears as he could vividly picture the truth that he wasn’t the only one, but Kylian had also went this same emotional turbulence like him. Unable to stop himself anymore, he rushed close and pulled Kylian into a tight embrace, as if he wanted to get drunk on his sweet pheromones up to his heart’s content.
"Finally...Finally, I can breathe again..." A soft murmur escaped from Zenith as he held onto Kylian as tightly as he could, yearning for the whole world to pause around them, right at that moment.
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