Eighteen's Bed-Chapter 26.6

"Jun, lift your hips."

As if I would lift them if he asked. It was absurd, yet I hesitated slightly before weakly lifting my lower body. If Go Yohan hadn't grabbed my waist and lifted it further, it would have just been a slight movement.

I got on my knees and straightened up, and only then did Go Yohan openly laugh and spread my hips wider.

"It's too tight, I’ll spread it a bit more before entering."

"Uh, okay…"

I avoided Go Yohan's eyes as much as possible as I responded. The entrance that had been contracting obsessively due to his touch swallowed the twisting glans rather smoothly. My neck muscles tensed up.

"…"

"Just the tip went in, fuck."

Go Yohan raised his hand to my shoulder, enveloping it. Lacking the strength to spread, the tightly closed gap was slowly filled by his penis already at its end.

"…Ah."

"It’s strange feeling you raw." Go Yohan's shape was distinctly felt. His penis was grotesquely large but beautifully shaped—with a thick glans, slightly thinner at the front, gradually thickening, and the veins pulsating…

While entering, Go Yohan rested his forehead on my shoulder, cursing and pleading, sometimes mumbling my name incoherently. I forced myself to breathe evenly, trying to relax as much as possible.

Luckily, unlike the first time, Go Yohan didn’t thrust mercilessly. However, when it became unbearable, he would grip my pelvis as if tearing it apart, which hurt even more.

"Jun, I've reached the end."

"Ah…"

"Can I twist it in?"

"No, it's suffocating…"

I shook my head, but it made no difference. This hadn't changed. My stomach twitched with Go Yohan's movements. The motion inside my belly made it tingle as if a substantial presence was breathing in there.

"You, fuck… You’re throbbing here."

Go Yohan spread my buttocks slightly, pressing his thumb against the trembling thin flesh. I simply accepted Go Yohan's presence, momentarily entranced by the fullness filling my body.

"…Huh."

Go Yohan. My Go Yohan. His scent, his warmth, his touch.

When he encountered resistance halfway in, Go Yohan moved his hand from my shoulder to press and occasionally pinch the opposite breast he hadn’t touched before. Then I gasped, my mind going blank, and he took the opportunity to lift my waist.

"Ah!"

"Relax. You're going to tear."

"Ah, okay, okay…"

I threw my head back and relaxed as much as possible. Then Go Yohan pushed through again. When his solid flesh reached just below my buttocks, Go Yohan grabbed my pelvis and pulled down hard. That movement made his glans touch a sensitive spot inside me.

I just gasped and shivered, making no particular sound. It was too large, pressing against my prostate which seemed to be everywhere within me. Merely by entering, Go Yohan stimulated every conceivable sensitive spot on my inner walls. And my body, highly aroused, fiercely squeezed him inside.

"Damn it."

Go Yohan muttered a curse under his breath, then began to piston fiercely, holding my hips. The sound was explicit, a loud thudding that echoed. The penis, which seemed to retract almost to the glans, crushed the end of my insides as it mercilessly thrust in. As I tried to direct and sway, Go Yohan moved his hand from my hips to grasp my arms which were tied up, then he thrust violently again.

"Ah, aah...! Sl, slowly. Sl...slow!"

"Fuck..."

The fierce movement caused the water to splash against my thighs. Seemingly annoyed by it, Go Yohan let out a short moan, grabbed the insides of my thighs, and stood up. Consequently, I had to forcibly stand up while being held by one leg. My leg bounced as I tried to maintain balance, yet his thick penis continued to plunge in. Lifting one leg seemed to allow him deeper access.

"Uh, uhh."

The sound of leather and bare skin parting was audible. As I staggered too much, Go Yohan finally tore off the towel binding my wrists. I immediately stretched out my newly freed hands and desperately grabbed the wall. I was tormented by the fear of falling forward. Even so, his penis ceaselessly drove deeper inside.

"Ugh, ugh, hng, hng."

Every time Go Yohan mercilessly entered me, my body fell forward, and my fingernails barely clung to the edge of the tiles. This was different from our first time, where pain and pleasure were intertwined. The penis, which had become slightly firmer, now jolted up against my abdomen with every move Go Yohan made.

"Jun."

Occasionally, Go Yohan would stop his movements and tremble slightly inside me, as if he was holding back from climaxing. During that time, he kissed all over my bent back. His lips climbed along my spine and reached up to my neck.

Go Yohan’s wet clothes clung to my back as he moved his waist brutally again. Once I could support myself, Go Yohan, with his hand covered in sticky fluid, pressed down on my abdomen. Simultaneously, I could feel Go Yohan's penis shifting inside me. Every time he pressed on my stomach, his penis wriggled and moved within my walls.

Go Yohan's hands stimulated my entire body as they pressed here and there on my abdomen. It felt as if every inch of my skin had become an erogenous zone. My body shivered involuntarily with arousal, and my breathing became staggered as if I was hiccupping.

Saliva dripped from my loosely opened mouth as I no longer had any coherent thoughts, and it seemed like I was shaking my hips on my own. I wanted more. I wanted him to press deeper inside. That thought alone persisted. Then the thick glans brutally pressed a sensitive spot it hadn't poked at for a while, and he paused again in that position.

"Go, Go Yohan."

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"You're hard again."

His voice was definitely more relaxed than during our first time. Go Yohan dropped his hand to flick my penis with his index and middle fingers.

"What would you have done if you hadn’t been doing this with me? You get hard again with just a little push."

"I would have been, been fine,"

"No, you have a talent. Really."

I think you're more talented. Overwhelmed by a sudden feeling of inferiority, I intentionally tightened around Go Yohan. The contraction was so strong that I could feel the hardness of Go Yohan’s penis quite distinctly.

"Fuck."

Go Yohan cursed abruptly and stopped moving. The stiffening of his fingers tickling my abdomen was quite satisfying. Despite my uneven breathing, a faint sneer crossed my face. However, my laughter did not last long.

Go Yohan then pulled out and plunged his penis back in as if seeking revenge. Ah, a scream that couldn't escape my lips sank below my vocal cords. Go Yohan silently kissed my neck, trembling, and chuckled slyly.

"See, I’m so fucking frustrated. If I hadn't met you or gone to that school, someone else might have been the one fucking you in this hole."

"Ha, huh..."

"Even though your face is emotionless, you feel it well, tight, and come easily, that fucker wouldn’t have broken up with you, right?"

Caught off guard by the question, I didn't have the strength to answer and just shook my head in denial.

"You're already leaking again."

I strained my blurry eyes to look down. Crazy. A long stream was dripping from my erect penis. I stared at my penis with heated eyes. I remembered something Go Yohan once said.

"Jun, did you know you have a talent for taking it?"

I hadn't even touched the front. Maybe I really am some kind of perverted trash. Tears overflowed from my eyes and dripped down to the floor of the bathtub.

Go Yohan waited a long while with his head bowed as I remained unresponsive. I thought he was patiently waiting for me. If it hadn't been for the sound of the wall being fiercely struck. I hurriedly turned around. There was Go Yohan, radiating a dangerous aura.

"It pisses me off to think about it."

My body tensed involuntarily, and I clenched below. Because of that, Go Yohan, holding one side of my pelvis, frowned as if telling me to relax and then forcibly pistonned. It felt like the penis had reached my heart. My body shook involuntarily, and my wet hair slapped against my cheek.

I had answered no. I had responded, but Go Yohan mercilessly withdrew his penis. Simultaneously, the gel that had melted inside dripped down behind my thighs.

"Jun, our Jun."

Go Yohan is really bad. Speaking sweetly while again brutally pushing the tip of his glans inside me. In that position, he bent over to grab my calves, and my waist bent under the pressure of Go Yohan's body. Then he lifted my legs while pressing his face against my back.

Crazy, I felt the terror of death as I flailed about without any support. Go Yohan held the back of my knees and supported me against his solid chest until I found something to grasp. It was Go Yohan.

"Huh, aah."

I desperately clung to Go Yohan, and he gripped my thighs harder and stepped out of the bathtub. Then he headed to a very familiar place. It was the full-length mirror in Go Yohan’s bathroom.

Trembling with fear in an unstable position.

"Look."

"No, don’t."

Go Yohan lightly jostled my body to secure the position. My body, which had been hanging low, rebounded violently onto Go Yohan’s penis. Go Yohan held the backs of my knees even tighter and spread his arms wide.

"I’ll show you how well you take my dick."

"No, don’t...!"

"You’re really pretty, you know? Look."

The steam-free mirror unapologetically displayed a reality I wished not to acknowledge. Go Yohan's unnecessarily strong force displayed its talent even here. I wasn’t that light. It was unfair and embarrassing. I could only manage to hold onto Go Yohan's clothes with difficulty.

"Don't, I hate this. Let me down."

The sight between my widely spread legs was shame itself. The sight of my orifice, clenching around Go Yohan’s swollen penis, was clear in front of my eyes.

I couldn't bear the humiliation and lowered my head, but Go Yohan lifted my knees even higher. His long penis slowly dragged down along my inner walls. Each time my knees and calves were raised higher, I could vividly feel Go Yohan’s penis, which made it hard to breathe. Eventually, the thick glans hooked at the entrance.

"Jun."

A cool yet heavy and tender voice whispered in my ear. The mirror explicitly showed the orifice slowly releasing the thick glans.

Very, very slowly, as Go Yohan's tip emerged halfway due to its length, it changed direction. The part of Go Yohan that ejaculated rubbed against the joint. Finally, with the sound of sticky fluid rubbing, his penis slipped out.

The joint puckered several times before slowly closing. The friction had left the joint faintly reddened and swollen. Go Yohan, still holding the back of my knees with one hand, brought the other down and gently prodded the swollen joint.

"Ah, hm."

Then he gripped my thighs again, pulling me firmly back towards him as he stepped backward. I was breathless from the shockingly clear sight I had just witnessed. Meanwhile, Go Yohan had perched himself on the familiar sink. Only then did I pull on Go Yohan’s clothes and shake my head from side to side.

"Like this, coming out, and going in."

Leaning back against the sink, Go Yohan reached down. As a result, his handprint moved down one side of my thigh. However, one calf remained raised high, forcing me into an awkward sitting position.

Go Yohan held his thick penis, which was still leaking faint semen. The veins were grotesquely prominent, the heaviness and hardness preventing it from standing upright or drooping too much. The penis once again rubbed against my joint and slowly aligned its tip with my opening. The orifice widened a bit then softly swallowed Go Yohan’s glans before closing. I let go of one hand holding Go Yohan and covered my mouth.

The erection that had burst through the widely opened joint aligned itself. The opened joint swallowed Go Yohan’s penis along with it, gulping from the top with each entry. Transparent fluid leaked from the crevices of the joint with each movement.

"Don't look down, look straight ahead."

I forced my head down as hard as I could. Then a hot, scratchy touch reached the space between my neck and shoulders. Go Yohan’s lips touched my neck, wickedly tender. The scratchy fabric again touched my buttocks, and with a heaving movement, Go Yohan stood up from his seat.

I had seen something because my head was bowed. It seemed like the white, creamy fluid that had just emerged from beneath me was dripping down to the floor. It was all because of the gel Go Yohan had applied. Seeing that, I lifted my head again.

What I saw when I raised my head was that damn mirror. Reflected in the mirror, I was frenziedly swallowing Go Yohan’s penis while still erect. My face was flushed as I panted heavily, and only the traces of my tears were evident. My awkwardly raised legs trembled, every joint reddened, and the area below my eyes was excessively red.

Does Go Yohan get aroused seeing such a face? I couldn't understand Go Yohan's tastes at all.

"If you fucker, if you meet someone else."

Yet Go Yohan stared down at me as I was in such a pathetic state. He chewed on my shoulder and neck with a pitiful face as if he was all wet. It was clear that Go Yohan desperately wanted to be loved. Why didn’t I notice?

"If I, if someone else, if I meet someone else... I’ll maim that fucker from head to toe, kill him, and then lock myself up somewhere with you, fuck you senseless, and kill myself while still inside you."

"Huh, huh, huh..."

"So, if you leave me, you die."

Such a brutal confession. Go Yohan always confessed at weird times. Even through the mirror, I saw Go Yohan's face and my fully filled penis and drenched below. Immersed in the sensation crushing inside, I pulled Go Yohan's clothes down.

Ah, ah-. Tears burst again, and the second climax erupted. White fluid spouted like a fountain, falling to the floor. Go Yohan had not climaxed even once.

Go Yohan let go of the other hand, and my other leg, which had hung pathetically, slowly dropped to the floor. With no strength left in my legs to properly stand, I leaned my entire weight on Go Yohan. And gasping for breath, I turned my head. The sensation of my wet hair rubbing against clothes was strangely new.

And I snickered in disarray, so unfitting.

Does Go Yohan think only I will die? I would not let Go Yohan meet someone else either. As I rubbed my head against his shoulder without resistance, Go Yohan watched me quietly. I looked up into his light eyes and awkwardly kissed his long neck. It trembled finely. That felt quite good.

"Hey."

"Yeah. Why."

My throat hurt as I spoke. I'll probably be sore again tomorrow. I scratched below my neck and said.

"You say… my personality is terrible."

"No, in some ways, you're kind."

Go Yohan avoided my eyes as he spoke. He was really good at lying.

I strained to lift my waist and pressed my lips tightly against Go Yohan's ear. The tattered scars caught my eye. Barely mustering strength, I whispered softly with a tired voice.

"Yohan."

"Why."

"...You die too."

I would really get my revenge, filthy as it may be. I closed my mouth, feeling it was too petty to say it all. Anyway, I'm very conscious of others' views. Even in this situation, I still want to look good to Go Yohan. But seeing Go Yohan twitch his lips and enjoy it made me feel proud.

"I'm really tired now, can you pull out? I'll finish with my hand."

I intended to say that. But as I opened my mouth, only a moan escaped, and I quickly closed it again.

Go Yohan inside me grew even larger. He locked eyes with me, his bright irises streaming with clear and sticky emotion. His mouth was overtly suppressing a laugh. Perhaps, Go Yohan was quite pleased with my response, though I shook my head frantically, feeling more horrified than proud.

"I think I'm going to come soon."

This time, Go Yohan whispered in my ear.

I couldn't put my heels down because Go Yohan inside me was still growing. Go Yohan, who had lightly bitten my ear, then traced his fingers up my thigh and abdomen and grabbed my arm. He then slowly walked forward, towards the mirror.

"Wait, stop, ah!"

"Not ‘yes’!"

It wasn’t a ‘yes’!

As my swollen nipples pressed against the cold mirror, I raised my heels even higher. Go Yohan did not stop wetting me further. Trapped between the mirror and Go Yohan's body, I eventually had to hold onto the mirror to keep from shaking.

Every harsh thrust from Go Yohan made an unwanted sound from the mirror. Beep. Beep. Only my face appeared in the closely placed mirror, with my eyelids swollen like sausages, my cheeks bloated red, and my lips torn.

I watched my own face, not knowing what to do with myself as I was being penetrated. Later, my cheeks were even pressed against the mirror as they shook. The fact that Go Yohan owned the penis inside me was the only thing I knew for sure. Occasionally, a moaning sound was all I could muster.

Finally, Go Yohan pulled my pelvis back. The engorged penis inside me writhed as if having a spasm and then sprayed a hot warmth inside me.

Go Yohan's lips touched the top of my head. Even as he kissed me tenderly, the penis that had just ejaculated still violently stirred inside me, as if trying to push its semen in as deep as possible. It's over. You're finished. I wanted to shout, but I had no strength. I could only go along with Go Yohan, accepting the aftermath.

After finishing, Go Yohan continued to insert and withdraw his penis for a while before finally kissing deeply at the back of my head and then pulling out. As Go Yohan's penis slid out, a slick fluid also slipped out, tracing down the folds.

Through a snapped thread of consciousness, a blurry definition of Go Yohan floated up.

Go Yohan is a legendary psycho and an uncontrollable piece of trash.

Long fingers brushed hair stuck to my face. But my face was still stuck to the mirror.

"Jun."

"......"

"Don't we have amazing chemistry?"

No.

I blankly stared at Go Yohan in the mirror. Being with Go Yohan brought insane pleasure. But wasn't that all because of Go Yohan's enormous size? I couldn't pinpoint the reason, but why does it seem only Go Yohan improves every time we do this?

Go Yohan did not see the look in my eyes. He just bit my shoulder. The blue marks there were vivid.

I really should wash up now. I pushed on Go Yohan's stomach and said,

"…I, now, I need to…"

However, Go Yohan looked at me with eyes full of affection and responded,

"Yeah, now we should go to the bed, shouldn’t we?"

****

It seems I had fainted for a moment.

"Jun, are you okay?"

Go Yohan was caressing my face, sweating. Yet, I had no memory of why Go Yohan was touching my face so carefully. I shook my head with all my might.

My dry stomach was filled only with thin water. Judging by what I remember, from about the seventh time, instead of semen, it seemed that only a cloudy liquid similar to water had come out. Go Yohan's bed was filthy with semen and semen-like water. The room was already filled with the distinctive smell that lingers after sexual activities.

"...How many times did you go?"

My voice didn't sound like my own. It came out hoarse, like water gurgling down a drain.

In front of me, a vibrant yet somber man closed and slowly opened his red-faced eyes, as if fully enjoying the sensation. Ah, ah. His lips curled up, revealing his fangs. Go Yohan trembled slightly in his lower body with a grim smile.

"Twice just now."

"...Crazy."

Even then, I thought Go Yohan looked like a painting. He seemed like a solid work piled on a canvas with oil paints mixed rudely with a stick. And now it felt like those thick oils were pouring down on my head. The chunky paint fell in various colors, covering my entire face. Or was it just the smell of pine resin?

When I couldn't tell whether my face was covered with tears or turpentine, Go Yohan moved slowly. My intestines, tightly attached, went down with the lump and then pulled back up midway. The sensitive flesh was roughly rubbed by the flesh that penetrated mercilessly and then withdrew, sending a gritty sensation up my veins.

"Ah... Ah."

I let out a rough moan. It was because Go Yohan arbitrarily grabbed one leg and turned it, spreading my legs wide.

It's hard, I want to stop. But the traitor of my thoughts was the damn lower body. Ridiculously, even though I complained of pain, every time Go Yohan's lower body fell, I tightened my hole. It was instinctual. It wasn't because I wanted to. Electricity sparked through every joint of my body, and at the same time, an irresistible drowsiness pressed down on me. I burst into tears again.

"I came, I did..."

I groped for the bed and pounded it. Nevertheless, Go Yohan did not stop. Hearing the sound like a fist hitting a palm, I twisted my body. It also sounded like hitting a water-filled floor. Go Yohan pulled his hips out longer than before. Then something flowed through the gap created in the hole. I realized it felt like it was trickling down a gutter. That was also what had soaked the blanket.

Still, Go Yohan did nothing but thrust inside me as if he heard nothing. He ruthlessly scraped my inner walls with his enormous member.

"I, I came. I told you..."

I forcefully flipped my body over. I had already realized after several attempts to escape that I couldn't get away from Go Yohan by lying down. I inhaled deeply through my blocked nose because of the tears pouring down. Then Go Yohan withdrew his hips and in an instant, thrust his member back in. The clumped liquid splattered inside my thighs.

"Where does this happen while sleeping, where?"

I sounded whiny because of the tears. Damn it. I let out more tears, embarrassed. Even when I tried to move my legs, I moved them in strange directions because I was drained of strength. Reluctantly, my body was dragged by the force with which Go Yohan pulled and thrust into Go Yohan's member.

I'm not some sex toy for Go Yohan.

So frustrated, I hit Go Yohan's wrist with whatever strength was left in my fists. Only then did Go Yohan finally look me in the eyes. His eyes still had no focus, and his lips were fervently red. That sexy mouth spouted nonsense.

"You said it was okay."

What. I shook my swollen face vigorously.

"When, when did I..."

When exactly? I was clearly asleep, and somehow, I don't even remember well from the bed. When did I ever have such a conversation with Go Yohan? I shook my head left and right because I couldn't believe Go Yohan. I vehemently denied it. That couldn't be true. However, Go Yohan watching me narrowed his eyes, sticking out his lips as if he was dissatisfied with my incomprehension.

"I asked if I could do it, and you said I could."

"No, that's not right. When did I! Ah! Euh!"

My strong denial finally made Go Yohan stop moving. But still, his eyes were hollow. Only lust filled his eyes, weighing heavily on me. There I was, struggling with my legs spread, visible in those thin, pale eyes. My Adam's apple bobbed up and down harshly.

This was my chance to escape. Yet, I thought that but couldn't avoid Go Yohan's gaze, just staring blankly. Of course, I tried to sneakily move my legs to escape, but Go Yohan quickly grabbed my left ankle. Bastard. Is he human, or a monster? I cried while shaking my head.

Go Yohan seemed to be pondering as he tightly gripped and then released my ankle repeatedly. Thanks to that, my ankle turned alternately bright red and then pale. The boiling desire in his cloudy eyes seemed to scan my body thoroughly, making me feel hot. I hit the bed weakly with my powerless hand. Go Yohan saw it and finally opened his mouth after a long silence.

"In a while..."

"..."

Go Yohan licked his lips, as if pondering. He hesitated, then looked up before looking at me again.

"I'll buy you ice cream later."

The sharply cut fingernails lightly scratched my sweaty chest, slipping outwards, and flicked past the deliberately protruding nipple. I forcibly suppressed a moan, clenching my teeth. At the same time, I felt a firm hand touch my waist. And the sensation of my waist slightly lifting.

Go Yohan, who had been still for a moment, added something dog-like.

"I'll buy you green tea ice cream."

With that, Go Yohan thrust his fully erect member back inside me. That damn Go Yohan. I silently cried out, resenting Go Yohan's talent. Fuck, that fucking Go Yohan. That fucking big bastard.

"What bullshit, huh!"

As I reached out to push Go Yohan away, Go Yohan withdrew his hips again. The piston motion was more than my stamina could withstand. This time, he pulled out further. Because of that, the genitalia that had scraped my inner walls left a trail of mucus-like liquid dripping. It must have come from inside me.

Go Yohan had come inside me that many times today. I floundered, grabbing the pillow and blanket. And as Go Yohan tried to enter again, I turned my body halfway. The problem was that I really only turned halfway.

My left foot, pressed down by my body, stuck to the bed, and my left leg, about to bend, was caught by Go Yohan's arm.

"Ah, ahuh!"

Stars spun in my eyes, and all strength left my body. My tightly closed mouth also opened, releasing an unpleasant moan. I hadn't even realized my leg had bent until I tried to move again. What is this, what is this? I panicked and turned my gaze away. Because my body was lying sideways, my penis was tilting on the blanket, twitching. A white liquid bubbled up through the small gap.

Something's wrong. No. It's strange.

"Wait, wait a minute. Yohan, wait... it's strange, stop, ugh!"

With my left foot barely supporting me on the bed, Go Yohan's penis ruthlessly thrust back in. The glans, almost the size of a baby's fist, nailed inside me, mercilessly pressing down somewhere. My head felt so white that it was as if someone was pressing down on the back of my skull.

What is this. Oh, wait, ah.

"Jun, you look so tired, I'll only hold back three times."

I didn't even hear Go Yohan's voice. Well, I heard it, but I couldn't understand what it meant. The low voice rumbled in my head. Even though it was a spot that had previously given pleasure when touched, poking down from the side while lying down brought no thoughts to mind. My penis kept leaking a crack-like liquid whenever it pushed inside.

"Yoha, Yohan...ah, aah! Ah, ahh! Ah!"

As I was dragged down the blanket, I finally couldn't hold back a moan. Strong arms grabbed my legs and flipped me over, covering my back with a body and going in deeper. My body, unable to hold back the pleasure, heavily pulled the blanket while being pressed by Go Yohan. More thick liquid poured into my stomach.

"See, it sounds better when you don't hold back."

Rough lips left a light kiss on my earlobe. In my blurring consciousness, I thought:

100. Still, Go Yohan is worth loving.

100-1. Even the author feels it's strange.

The report on Go Yohan is sufficient. I think I can no longer analyze Go Yohan. I think I should give up now. Go Yohan is not a human meant to be understood.

And then it went black.